When my blog goes silent...
Thursday, October 29, 2009
... it doesn't mean I've got nothing to say. Often it means I've got way to much to get it on print. Either I'm out in the big world on adventures or I'm having another one of those nice episodes of chaos in my life. (Well, there's always a state of chaos in my life to be honest.)

So for the last few weeks everything's been upside down, again. Job problems, money issues and social breakdowns - it's been kinda hard but I'm still here. I just need to catch my breath for a while. Reminding myself of meditating each day, listening to that "wise mind" voice. Keeping track of the thirteen year old way to in love insecure girl hidden inside my body just longing for the next txt from Zhe. Its been nearly a month since we last meet, we've tried over and over again but our schedules just don't seam to fit. Which Sucks. Real bad. At the moment, (Oh I haven't given up hope yet) it looks like it could be until after Christmas!! And that thirteen year old girl inside me is screaming, jumping and going all sorts of mad inside, mostly cause she's just really lonely without him I guess.

Soundtrack: Michael Jackson
A suggestion from my mum, its a special family day today. Love ya! This one is for you.
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6 comments:

On Thursday, October 29, 2009 at 8:30:00 AM GMT+1 , Mini said...

Yes, my Angel Elli, I love you as a friend, I love you as a mother. I'll be there for you, like you'll be there for me.
Mum

 
On Thursday, October 29, 2009 at 11:14:00 AM GMT+1 , isobelll said...

Oh I know, hun. I'll be there for you.
Daughter

 
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